im a terrible hater.

if i hate someone, or something, im not afraid to shown it.
well, why? cz i hate to pretend to be miss nice. i mean, if u like people, tell them, show them that you like 'em. and so is if u hate 'em. why should u pretend that u like 'em? its gross.

i currently hate some people now, most of them are girls. but there's a girl i hate most, it makes the other girls that i hate before seems really nice to me. man, i hate this girl like hell.

and im sure she knew it, and the worst part is, she always playin' nice in front of me, well i don't know the english word for it, lets just say she's "sok manis, caper, dll". man i hate her!

and nobody hate her like i do, because they're gonna say like,"oh, why do you hate her? she's so preeeetty and cuuteee! she's innocent, ya know?" hah, yeah sure. thats makes me hates her more cz hating her make me look bad even more.

actually, i hate her not just because of her attitude. but simply because..im afraid of losing someone. its silly, i know. but it isn't impossible. the one thing i afraid the most is losing someone. its horrible, i dont even wanna dream about it.

that makes me doing any reckless thing, makes me doing stupid thing. but hey, that's just the way it is..

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